Salams.

Not much I could say about first trimester sebab berperang dengan perasaan lagi banyak. Hahaha yes so I missed out banyak moment masa first trimester. I started to accept my pregnancy pun rasanya penghujung first trimester. When i did pregnancy test pun saya lupa. When I revealed my pregnancy dengan kawan-kawan rapat pun lupa. Lupa maksudnya the exact date. Tapi I remembered my mom told my other mom (yes I have two beautiful mothers given by Allah SWT) about my pregnancy after I registered my pregnancy in KKIA (Klinik Ibu dan Anak). Masa tu tidak silap eleven or twelve weeks.

When I agreed to register, that was the moment I accepted my pregnancy sepenuh hati. Without any doubt and questions dengan rela hati bawa husband confirmkan pregnancy then register terus. Masa register tu tengok environment clinic memang rasa “eh nanti aku boyot begitu la..” sebab apa satu clinic penuh dengan wanita-wanita bawa perut dan babies.

I was shocked sebab kena lalui macam-macam test. Ya lah kan past pregnancies tidak sempat pun  register so memang belum ada peluang jalani test yang macam-macam. The awkward moment was i needed to bring my urine into the nurse room. Then kena cucuk ambil darah. Bukan sikit tapi banyak. Bab darah tidak banyak masalah pun sebab memang tidak takut darah pun.

One of the magic moment was I felt the first movement of my baby on its 12th weeks. I know I know too fast. Some of my friend and my family members pun cakap “awalnya. Perasaan mungkin sebab excited mau dapat baby” yaaa whatever! For God sake, I felt it. The quickening as most of mother-to-be called that movement.

Then end of my first trimester pulak my hubby went to Tamparuli for a camp. A bit lonely sebab bukan biasa tidur tiada hubby disebelah. Then on Saturday kalau tidak silap, berbaring on the sofa while watching Kuch Kuch Hota Hai hehe. Bila mengiring sebelah kanan, eh eh eh tiba-tiba ketawa sendiri sebab geli. The first word yang terlintas “somersault”. Alhamdulillah ini rasanya bila anak dalam kandungan buat somersault *senyum bahagia*

Ohya, we did an ultrasound scanning for the first time and...

Aww so tiny my little caliph *nangis*

Kehamilan dulu hanya sempat nampak kantung bila buat scanning. Saya boleh pula tanya doktor tu "ada? ada baby?"
Then the doctor replied "There your baby. Besar sudah"
and my husband added "eh eh dia gerak dia gerak kaki. Besar sudah"
while me *nangis*

Semoga membesar dengan sihat dan sempurna dengan izin Allah SWT... aamiin

Alahan? Morning sickness? Ah not really. Satu benda ni yang aku rasa bersyukur yang amat. Allah permudahkan tanpa ada alahan teruk. Pening tu ada. Alahan dengan bau nasi yang baru masak tu. Wap dia Ya Rabbi berlari masuk bilik when my mom masak nasi haha. Siap my mom asked “bau ya beras jenis tu? Nanti cari jenis lainlah!” Actually bukan sebab jenis itu or any jenis tapi wap nasi tu buat rasa mual that is why sepanjang first and awal second trimester aku tidak makan nasi panas walaupun aku peminat tegar makan nasi panas-panas!

Yours truly,

Neeja.